Kin List

I was in a doomed timeline and was the last person to survive I tried multiple times to fix it by retconning stuff but everything kept going wrong so I watched everyone die over and over again I don't know if I eventually actually fixed the timeline or broke into another timeline

Afterwards I was really different and everyone else didn't understand what exactly was wrong or what had happened and I felt incredibly guilty about the stuff I'd had to do to fix the situation cause I don't think it was very pretty

I definitely internalized it and started to hate myself alot viewing myself as a killing machine

Afterwards the only people I really was consistently around were Dave and Dirk I vaguely remember being around Jade Terezi and Rose occasionally when they'd force me to do stuff with them

Dirk and Dave would just show up which is the only reason I was really around them

Rat-a-tat (Fall out boy)

Villains Pt.1 (Emma Blackery)

#1 Crush (Garbage)

Famous Last Words (MCR)

Thank you (Dido) - My relationship w Dirk

Paper thin walls (Modest Mouse) - My relationship w Dave

Non-Sburb tl

I lived in a small town somewhere in the Midwest along with Dave Dirk Jade and Jake

Rose and Roxy used to live in the same town but had moved away when we were a little younger.

Me Jake and Jade were all cousins

Dave and Dirk lived with their bro who was like hella abusive so alot of the time Dirk would show up with Dave in the middle of the night or sometimes just by himself like through the second story window of my house.

One of the bigger memories I have was when Dave left town he just picked up and left to move up to where Rose was leaving Dirk in town with us it affected him really bad and he started showing up at my house more to the point he was around for dinner practically everyday

My dad didn't have any problem with it and if Dirk had wanted to stay he'd made it clear he would be okay with him living with us if he had to

At some point He showed up really fucked up and I was super worried about him and angry so I ended up running down to bros house and breaking in to get Dirk and Daves shit and the keys to bros truck threw it all in and drove home. I can't remember if we left town to go see Dave but regardless bro never bothered any of us again.

I think Dirk may have left town but in the end I couldn't fully leave

Whatever was going on between me and Dirk was definitely something I think it was prolly romantic

I also remember talking to Jake about this stuff after it had happened I was driving him because he'd broken his arm and he asked me about it because apparently he was the last person in town to know about it

If it makes you happy (Sheryl Crow)

Will you smile again? (And you will know us by the trail of dead)

Kids (MGMT)

Alot's gonna change (weyes Blood) - My relationship w Dirk